Every fairy tale must have an ending, it might not be a happy one but it will eventually come to an end. This is not too hard to believe. Who you once thought was your prince charming is no longer was. Love is inconsistent and those special moments don't always happen on a regular basis. You always try to keep love as its best, do things that was special, do things that had meaning, always trying new things to keep the love alive because at that moment that love meant something. From baking, to cooking, buying little gifts, writing little messages in a wish bottle, buying things that matched, candle light dinners, learning recipe and getting clothes that you thought was perfect for him. In the end, what did I really receive or achieved? Love is inconsistent, i kept my love consistent but his wasn't. What happened to those little gifts? what happened to getting me things that make me happy when I'm mad? Soon love will be taken for granted but I never did that because each day meant something.
I can't ask for anything and can't hope for anything because this fairytale can't continue any longer if her knight and shining armour no longer fought for her. I guess this is a chapter in my fairytale that has come to an end. This chapter has ended and closed.
Waiting for that knight in shinning armour to come.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
dissapointment
I guess we can't expect what we want to expect, and you can't ask for what we want hoping that it will happen. Its part of life, when someone can't cherish you, someone will. like they say, one man's trash is another man's treasure, or if you don't treat your man good, someone will. But we don't know what the future lies, but as if now. I don't believe in relationships, because relationships are selfish.
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
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