Haven't been blogging for awhile, but I was hoping it would a happy be one, but unfortunately its not. I'm tired of of the drama that life has to offer. unnecessary drama that some how still managed to finds its way to me. Alot had been going on recently, Love, friendship and school is coming at me like an endless wave of cold water. I can feel the unbearable wet water beneath my feet as it starts to rise up and eventually engulf me whole. My love of my life the only love that I have is slowly shattering to pieces. Its like a puzzle that was carefully put together making sure each piece fits perfectly to make the beautiful whole, this outstanding picture is slowly falling apart. with each piece breaking off slowly and deteriorating the picture down. And soon, what is left? an imperfect and distorted image. No longer able to articulate what this puzzle was and how aesthetically beautiful it once was. In the end, its not what is was but what it is now. A distorted image.
Friendship - oh friendship. Even calling someone a friend is overrated, friends today is not how friends was like back in 2000. Back stabbing, deceptive, deceiving bitches. Running their mouth and manipulative. Friends literally smacking some sense into another, and then arrested. Sluts and hoes I am surround, And I probably is viewed as one, and is probably been called one. These are friends kind but shady. But I still love them.
School - ha school. I was the innocent little boy who walked in ocad with big dreams, focus and ready to start his life as an adult and for sure thought school. Will be his priority, oh how I was so wrong. Why? life gave me my very first lemon. I was = rebound/played. Then again that was just a side. I was determined, mental break downs and stressing. After I knew how uni roll, haha it was all history. My grades are bad, last Minuit homeworking, and overnight stressing. But guess what, I didn't fail and school is almost over. Sham WOW :) lol
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